I know why but I didn’t think it would hit me this hard. My eyes burn from crying so much and all I want to do is just stay at home. I don’t want to go anywhere to be completely honest, not even school. And as much as people try to comfort me it makes it worse because those words of encouragement make it harder for me to keep it together. I don’t think I can get my act together for a while and I don’t know how I’m going to keep up my grades or finish my senior thesis at this point.